There was some people askin for that, so... here it is, Miki's POV from my one-shot of Melodies.

The melody of your voice e(Take 2)

Weird.

That’s the only word I can find to describe how I’m feeling right now. I’m feeling weird and embarrassed and it’s something that it never happened before having Aya-chan at my side.

Who had the great idea to put us in that bed?

Oh God, her finger is caressing my tight again and this uncomfortable but pleasant feeling is growing inside of me. That’s the four time in ten minutes that it happens.

“Cut!”

I can see the director standing in rage from her chair and coming toward us.

“Fujimoto, could you try to hold your laugh at least one minute? We have to finish this today!”
“Sorry” I say lowering my voice “It won’t happen again”

I look at Aya and both know that it will happen again. It’s something I can’t control. I’m to shy to do this kind of things and more if there are so many people around. I don’t understand how Aya-chan can be so laid-back and I’m starting to think that she’s the one who’s making me more nervous.

The way she’s looking at me today… It’s different, more intense…, as if she would want something more. Even if I didn’t know that it’s impossible, I would think that some of her touches aren’t in the script. But, of course, that’s just my imagination…, it has to be. She can’t be thinking about what I’m thinking… That would be too complicated.

Aah… Now I won’t be able to look at her without laughing again…

***

I don’t know what to think.

Aya’s looking at me while I’m talking but she doesn’t seem to be hearing. It’s like if she was in another place far, far away from here.

“You’re ok?”

I’ve asked Aya-chan taking her hand at the same time. That seems to bring her back.

“You’re tired right? Sorry. It’s my fault that we ended the recording so late”

She doesn’t look tired physically but mentally. I feel really guilty for all what happened at the recording and that’s why I invited her to dinner here. I thought that we could talk about the PV, the weird situation that we had there and how funny it will be when we think about it in the future, but there she is…, in silence, staring at me with a look in her eyes that I’ve never seen before.

Her look is so penetrating that, for a moment, I think different about her early caresses. What if it wasn’t so studied? What If they were really something more?

It will be better if I give up thinking about those silly things and we go to sleep.

“Come on. Let’s go to bed”

She seems surprised when I take her by the hand and we go to the bedroom. Not even a single word leaves her lips and, for a few seconds, it’s like if I was alone in the room. But that’s until I feel her hands caressing the bare skin of my back.

“Aya?”

What is she doing? Her arms have surrounded my waist and her breath is now caressing my neck.

“You’re so beautiful…” she whispers.

My entire body tenses up hearing her words. Suddenly, all the crazy thoughts that were flowing through my mind during all day now don’t seem so crazies. But we can’t do that, it’s not right… It would be too difficult…

“Aya…” I say trying to sound calmed “Really…, we need to sleep and forget about today”
“I can’t”
“Please, we don’t need this…”

Aya doesn’t seem to agree ‘cause she makes me turn to face her. I don’t want to look at her, I can’t do it. I know that, in the moment that my eyes make contact with Aya’s I won’t be able to deny anything to her.

And she knows it too because she raise my head to make me look at those beautiful eyes.

“I want you”

Right now, I’m sure that my heart has skipped two or three beats. That can’t be happening, it’s too surreal. Is she talking seriously? Aya really wants to take that step and go further in that kind of relationship? Or maybe… maybe the PV makes her wonder how it feels and she just wants to taste something new for once… She wants me…, she hasn’t say anything about love…

Why that thought it hurts me so much?

Her kiss seems so desperate…

I’ve tried to move away from her, but her arms are still wrapped around my waist and I can’t move at all. Aya’s taking this seriously and she’s not going to let me go.

“I need to know if that’s real…” she says devouring me with her eyes.

This time I can’t say no, this time I can’t resist her lips caressing my lips. I give up to her tongue skipping inside my mouth, to her hands travelling on my body and, suddenly, I found my lips returning the kisses with the same passion. It feels so good that makes me forget all my worries…

We stop a moment to take some air and now it’s me who places the hands at each side of Aya’s face to look at her. She’s so beautiful… I have to tell her…, I have to tell her that I don’t want this to be just a one night stand caused by taking to seriously our work in that video. Maybe she’s right…, maybe we need to do that to now if what we’re feeling is real.

Then, the warm of Aya’s body take me to the reality and I realize what the next step is. That thought is too much for me…

I burst in laugh.

Forgive me for ruin the moment, Aya-chan. It’s something I can’t control.

She seems to not mind it ‘cause she’s laughing along with me. Thanks God there’s someone here who can manage the situation because that’s something that exceed me. She knows it, and that’s why she’s now attracting me towards her and taking the control of the moment.

This is gonna be a long night…

***

The sun is rising already in the horizon when Aya begins to wake up. She’s smiling as if she’d have the most wonderful dream ever. Her eyes open slowly and look at me still sleepy.

“Since when are you awake?”
“I haven’t slept”

I reply with sincerity trying to not sound weird. It’s true; I haven’t slept in all night ‘case I’ve spent it looking at her, fearing that what happened was just a dream, a fantasy of my sick mind, which Aya would regret in the morning.

Luckily, her smile makes disappear every single doubt.

“Why you’ve stayed awake the whole night? You know we have work today, right?”
“Yeah, but I wanted to say ‘good morning’ first”

I know that’s a silly answer, but before she can analyse I give her that good morning kiss that I’ve been waiting all night. All this is so embarrassing…

“Good morning, Aya-chan”

Now she’s blushing. I never knew that I had that power over her. I’m always the shy one. That makes her look cuter, if that’s possible…

I stand from the bed and leave the dorm towards de bathroom. If I stay next to Aya a second more I’m going to kiss her again and we’ll be in the mood to repeat the night again, and we can’t. We have work today.

Before going into the shower I take a last look to the room. Aya has closes her eyes again and is laying in the bed letting the sun caress her skin. With that vision a new feeling is growing inside me and a smile appear in my lips.

Without knowing why, our song came to my mind and I begin to sing. My world has changed it with that melody and now it has another meaning to me. I wonder if Aya’s feeling the same, if she can hear the meaning of the words flowing with the melody of my voice towards her heart. Because that’s how I’m feeling, that’s how happy I am.

The end