When Love Hurts 50

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“Tan?”

Ishikawa has done something…

That was the first that Ayaya thought when she saw her best friend at the doorway, shaking and with her eyes red from crying. Rika-chan didn’t call her so there’s no way that Aya could know if she had done something already. She just could wait for her friend to explain what had happened but it wasn’t going to be easy ‘cause the only thing that Miki could do at that moment it was cry.

It wasn’t until hours later that the younger stop crying and calmed down. The girls where lying down in the bed, Miki with her eyes closed and breathing roughly trying to recover some strength while Aya was caressing her hair to make her friend to know that she was there, no matter what.

“Miki… “said Matsuura “What happened?”

The older didn’t reply.

“Miki, please… I need to know it…”

Silence again. Then Ayaya leant closer and her suspicions were right.

Ah… she fell asleep…

Aya stayed there, inches away from Miki, and let her hand slip down to her friend’s face, caressing slightly the skin under her fingers as if it was the first time she was doing it.

“How I could be so blind?” said in a whisper “I wonder how many nights you stayed awake like this, watching me while I was sleeping…”

“Lots”

Miki’s voice was just a sigh but enough to make the younger’s heart to skip a bit because of the surprise. Wasn’t she asleep a moment ago? Or was Miki just pretending to avoid the questions? Still with her hand on her friend’s cheek, Aya didn’t know what she should say after that. The other girl had her eyes still closed, maybe waiting for her to do or say something more but there was so many things in her mind that nothing was clear enough to have sense. Just one of those thought was more persistent than the others and it was getting stronger within every second. They were so close…

Maybe…

Her fingers make her path along Miki’s jaw and her thumb rested on the soft and exquisite lips before leaning to kiss her.

Maybe she won’t run away this time…

Aya placed her lips slightly on Miki’s and, unexpectedly, the older didn’t reject her. She didn’t return the kiss either but there wasn’t any complain about it, not even when Ayaya’s hand went under her friend’s shirt and caressed the smooth skin.

A shiver was the only reaction that she got from Miki…

What have they done to you?

***

“What are you doing here? She won’t want to see you”

Yossi was in front of her girlfriend’s door, with her index finger just inches away from the bell, thinking if she should press it. What would happen then? What she could say to Miki after what happened? How could she make the older forgive her if she hadn’t forgiven herself yet?

But I need you so much…

Finally, taking a deep breath, she pushed the button and wait… Until she couldn’t keep the air in her lungs and had to breath again. Nobody opened the door, not even when she ringed again.

A few minutes passed and Yocchan was still standing in the doorway thinking what to do next. She took the cell-phone and pressed Miki’s number, but nobody picked up the call.

“Miki….”

Giving up her idea to see Fujimoto, Yocchan began to walk through the dark roads still with the phone in her hand. It was late and she shouldn’t call, but the need to hear a friendly voice it was bigger.

Again, at the other side of the line she just could hear the operator.

“Not even you?” Yossi sighed and kept the phone in her pocket again “That’s what I deserve, huh?”

***

Inside Maki’s bag, the cell-phone was ringing repeatedly, but her owner wasn’t paying attention at all. She was busy with something else.

“I tho..ught… that you were go-oing to… spend the night with her…”

“I’ve had enough Erika for a day” answered Maki making her path along the other girl’s neck.

Shibata found herself again under Maki’s control. When she realized, she took the younger’s hands and stop what Gocchin was doing. What’s going on with her? She can’t appear in her doorway in the middle of the night and expect to spend the night together so easily.

What’s going on with me?

“I though that you were enjoying it…” she said as a reply to what Maki had said before.

What Shiba-chan didn’t realize was the tone in her voice when she said it, not until she saw Maki’s reaction. The younger looked at her and smiled.

“Jealous?”

Before Ayumi could reply, Gocchin sealed her lips with a deep kiss and her hands went back to work before the older could complain about it.

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